Apr 6, 2011

I need My Guardian

It's the last day of my orientation for the clinical rotation.. Except for the 1st day, the rest of the other days are of which I've been having these gloomy feeling deep inside..

I don't know who I can actually talk to.. Express my feeling to..
Feel like wearing a mask of a happy care- free face whilst having such a crying, shivering heart inside:'(

Rasa nak bawa bekal, picnic dekat tepi air terjun........

Indeed, Allah knows how much I'm very grateful and happy for being selected to enter the 1st wave of Ko'as. I'm excited as much as how I'm all bubbled upon any wonderful thing can ever happen to me.. 

Alhamdulillah..  Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah..




Nonetheless, I'm scared..
Very scared..









My first department would be Anesthesiology and Reanimation, starting this Monday..
Rabbi yassir wala tuassir..

O Allah.. I need You.. As I always do, always.
In every second that the clock ticks.In every breath that I take.. In every detail of life that I have..
You are the Best of Guardian.. With The Best of Care and Love..
You own me, everything of me.
To You I serve my soul, my heart, my life to.


Taufiqah takmo nangis dah. Taufiqah kuat. Kuat. Kuat. Kuat!

GO GO GO!

10 comments:

~PENCHENTA~ said...

kuat! insyaAllah. no worries, apa2 yang terjadi pun atas ketentuanNya. kita usaha saja ya. ;)

Anesthesia? Haritu ada dokter anestesia tu hensem. keh3. *tetiba je*

semoga berjaya! ;)

Cikgu Sue [CS] said...

Assalamualaikum pqa,
air mata bkn tanda kelemahan...menangislah...tp bkn utk selamanya..Allah bersamamu..Dia lebih dkat dr urat leher kita...tp kalau xkisah, akk bleh jd pendengar yg setia...pqa tau kn mcmana nk contact akk...wish u best of luck sis, InsyaAllah!

نور توفيقا said...

Tya:

Insya Allah.. Tya doa lah.. Taw..

Akak hope doctor seniors semua baik2.. Akak hope akak dapat perform well.. Amin ya Allah..

نور توفيقا said...

Kak Sue:

"Air mata bukan tanda kelemahan"

:')
Thank you kak sue.. Thank you. Terima kasih sangat2..
Amin. Insya Allah!

roses said...

menangis kan terapi yg baik doc?.:)

lots of luck.

btw tpaksa delete entry tu.keh3.

ha'ah.due2 da kawen.

mhafiz_ydin said...

Aku bukanlah Superman..
Aku juga bisa nangis..

aliaazuan said...

Assalam...
InsyaAllah, mudh2an Piqa dpt buat yg trbaik ye. Jom kita smua doa kat dokter Piqa ni.

نور توفيقا said...

Zu:

:) Insya Allah it is.. Thank you zu.. Amin..
Pqa tahu kenapa zu delete. Mesti takut kantoi boss bace~


Hafiz:

Lelaki nangis jugak ye~


Kak Aliaazuan:

Semalam dapat email akak dah buat hati yang sedih ni berbunga taw:')

Semoga Allah always tolong untuk selalu dapat buat yang terbaik..

Thank you soo much akak <3

hidayu samsudin said...

assalamualaikum pqa..

"SUSAH ITU TARBIYYAH ,SABAR ITU
INDAH"

Doa,doa,doa.doa...

نور توفيقا said...

Waalaikumsalam kak ayu..

Dan dua2 jadi indah bila kita betul2 dapat redha padaNya..

Em. Doa doa doa.
Go Go Go!

Thank you so much kak ayu..

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