Feb 23, 2011

Bliss of Love

Done with OSCE.. Alhamdulillah.. To review things back, I'm quite upset with my performance for "Eye Examination" of elderly for Glaucoma case. Nevertheless, I'm pretty glad with my performance for "Antenatal Care" and "Baby Delivery".. The rest of other stations, hurm, hurm, hurm..

The fact is, things had actually been written there earlier ever.. Anything that happen is just the asbab for every logical perspective we, human may able to accept.. Ingat konsep rezeki, konsep usaha dan tawakkal, konsep yakin kepada Qada' dan Qadar~

This OSCE COMPRE is the closing curtain of our theoretical years.. In less than 2 months, we are going to start our KO'AS year. Doktor muda~

As I can't wear niqab in the hospital, I somehow realize that my patients later won't recognize me if they bump into me outside of the hospital. I wonder if they can recognize me through my eyes.. Hurm.. Tak tahu nak rasa sedih atau rasa lawak.. Ho ho..

Well.. Time seems to move quite fast.. We are now busy with Batch Magazine, Batch Dinner, Batch Outing.. Extra things for some of us, for me, we can get ourselves pleasurably busy with usrah and daurah.. Having dinner last night with my usrah members, including the juniors, making me non stop reminiscing all those years I have before I ever reach to this point. Rindu zaman 1st year:')

There are times, I wish I can turn back the clock..
There are times, I wish I can pause the ticking of the time passes by..
Anyhow then, setiap benda yang jadi ada hikmahnya..
Baik atau buruk..

Memories and histories are there for us to manage.
Either we manage them good or otherwise..

Wamakaru Wamakarallah..

O Allah.. In every breath that I have, in every action that I take, In every words that I say, in every decision that I make, please help me to make those happening in ways You like, You bless and always becoming those of which making You love me more and more.. Allahumma amin..

You are the Most Knowing of everything, Most Loving, Most Gracious..

Now the almost 1 month- semester break is officially started for us, it's time to read booksss I've been pending to read, room- service, dedicate myself for our usrah and daurah, then get ready to go back home^^ 


Feb 17, 2011


Was studying and practicing Baby Delivery for my very soon OSCE COMPRE and I found this video in my practical's folder..

The significant to recite Al Quran (or Zikr) to baby in a mother's womb..

Hurm.. The way how we are created is amongst the greatest miracle ever. From conception to birth, living this life, growing, then die..

Subhanallah.. Alhamdulillah.. Allahuakbar..

Let's go back to our "fitrah".. Let's be grateful and try our best to be in line of why Allah created us at the 1st place.. Let's work to the fullest towards Him!

*Human brain development begin during the embryonic development and continue till birth. Support and nurture this growth with the best of "nutritions".*

Semoga dapat melahirkan lebih ramai ummat yang dimuliakan Allah.


O Allah, if my excellency in this OSCE COMPRE can be one of the many wasilah for me to fulfill the Muwasafat Tarbiyyah, to be functional for Your Deen, to be one of the Caliph with one of the many respected assets You love so much,
I beg for Your greatest love, bless, support, and guidance to go through this well.

Semoga semua kami Intermed 2007 dapat buat sehabis baik!

Shaping up to be the top of the cream Doctors.
Allahumma amin..

Feb 15, 2011

O Love, O Rasulullah..

Reminiscing someone..
One with an- almost perfect characteristics..
One with all the good things can be listed on this face of earth..
One who become the best of reference and deliver the best of such..

"Philosopher, orator, apostle, legislator, warrior, conqueror of ideas, restorer of rational dogmas, of a cult without images; the founder of twenty terrestrial empires and of one spiritual empire, that is Muhammad.  As regards all standards by which human greatness may be measured, we may well ask, 
is there any man greater than he?"

"If greatness of purpose, smallness of means, and outstanding results are the 3 criteria of human genius, who could dare to compare any great man in modern history with Muhammad?"
(L'histoire de la Turquie, 1854, vol II p. 276)

"I wanted to know the best of one who holds today's undisputed sway over the hearts of millions of mankind.. I became more than convinced that it was not the sword that won a place for Islam in those days in the scheme of life. It was the rigid simplicity, the utter self-effacement of the Prophet, the scrupulous regard for his pledges, his intense devotion to this friends and followers, his intrepidity, his fearlessness, his absolute trust in God and in his own mission. These and not the sword carried everything before them and surmounted every obstacle. When I closed the 2nd volume (of the Prophet's biography), I was sorry there was not more for me to read of the great life."
(Mahatma Gandhi, in Young India)

If only you were here..
For me to blessedly feel your beautiful love..
For me to pour mine to you..
For me to see you directly to ask things, to hear stories..
For me to have the best of assistance on what should I do, should I decide..

How I envy those Sahaba ra who could be with you..
Have your presence..
Have you around them..

May Allah forgive my taubat.. All of those stupid, sinful and worthless doings I've done:'(
May Allah forgive the taubat of all the ummah of Muhammad..
So it won't be a shame for me, for us to see him..
And we won't embarrassed him..
So we can bring pride to him..
Bring all the great feelings, as much as all he'd been letting us to feel..
Allahumma amin..

Send my love to my very dear Rasulullah O Allah..
Send our love to him..
Send the very deep tender of Asy Syauq we have in our heart, our soul towards him..

Al 'Isyqu ila Rasulullah...

 Salam Maulidur Rasul..

Feb 12, 2011

In mind, heart, and soul. Rindu..

How lucky we are, to be in the midst of living a life as a muslim, in the midst of crowd of muslims, in the midst of the ummah of Muhammad Rasulullah s.a.w (peace be upon him), and being one..
"Kamu (wahai umat Muhammad) adalah sebaik-baik umat yang dilahirkan bagi (faedah) umat manusia, (kerana) kamu menyuruh berbuat segala perkara yang baik dan melarang daripada segala perkara yang salah (buruk dan keji), serta kamu pula beriman kepada Allah (dengan sebenar-benar iman). Dan kalaulah Ahli Kitab (Yahudi dan Nasrani) itu beriman (sebagaimana yang semestinya), tentulah (iman) itu menjadi baik bagi mereka. (Tetapi) di antara mereka ada yang beriman dan kebanyakan mereka: orang-orang yang fasik."
(Alii Imran, 110)

Blessed. Alhamdulillah.. 

Countdown to 12 Rabi'ul Awwal (15th of  February 2011).
Birthday and death date of a man deserved most to be loved.
Rasulullah s.a.w..

Feb 10, 2011

Take Good Care. Jagalah..

Had a talk about communication and relation between men and women with Ain and Tika of which I realized there are so many things to be corrected, to be fully managed..
One of the level in "Maratib al- Marhabah" (Tahapan cinta) is As-sobabah i.e empathy, which is the level of marhabah dedicated amongst the muslims..

Ever wonder how much we've go beyond this? Beyond the border?
Communicate with non mahram on unnecessary things..
Directly or indirectly having ta'aruf at time and on reasons we shouldn't have to..
Use inappropriate manners according to what Allah had lined us with..


Jauhkan lah Ya Allah, dari kami membawa kemudharatan antara satu sama lain:'(

Every muslim has responsible to each other. Each of us.. Together we help the ikhwan to be a truly good and respected muslim, mukmin. And help the akhwat to be a truly wonderful muslimat, mukminat.. Together we shape a splendid Fardhu Muslim for this ummah!

"Tidak ada seorangpun ynag meninggalkan keburukan yang ia rasakan nikmat, hanya kerana Allah, kecuali ia pasti menemukan gantinya dari Allah."
(Ibnu Sirin)
Ummat Muhammad kuat! Allahumma amin. 


Ikhtilat merupakan suatu bentuk pergaulan secara bebas yang melibatkan lelaki dan perempuan yang ajnabi. Ia merupakan suatu bentuk pergaulan yang ditegah oleh Islam. Sesungguhnya mengambil mudah persoalan ikhtilat boleh membuka ruang maksiat yang berleluasa dalam masyarakat tanpa kita sedari. 

Adakah salah seorang nisa' dan rijal menjaga maruah dan pergaulannya. Bercakap, berurusan, berjumpa dan berbincang atas keperluan? Adakah salah bagi seorang nisa' terutamanya menegaskan suaranya dan menjaga pandangan demi menjaga maruah dirinya.

Kalau dah bergaul dan bercampur bebas masakan kita mampu menahan dan menjaga pandangan. Usah menegakkan benang yang sememangnya basah. Ana bukanlah nak menghukum tanpa memberikan jalan penyelesaian. Jom kita berkongsi tip-tip berurusan dengan bukan muhrim:

Elakkan berhubungan dengan lelaki. Kalau ada peluang untuk minta bantuan dari nisa' (bagi nisa') dan rijal (bagi rijal), mintalah tolong mereka. Lainlah benda-benda di luar kudrat kita contohnya apabila nisa' minta bantuan rijal soal baiki latop, kereta dan perkara-perkara yang tak mampu dilakukan nisa'. Silalah mempergunakan kemahiran dan kepakaran yang ada. Begitu jugalah sebaliknya bagi rijal.

Andai terpaksa berhubung dengan bukan muhrim gunakanlah perantaraan berbentuk tulisan seperti sms, nota kecil dan sebagainya. Ringkaskan dan padatkan ayat-ayat. Tak perlulah meletakkan ikon senyum yang sememangnya comel. Tak perlu disertakan dengan gelak ketawa seperti huhu, haha, hihi, hikhik. Seolah –olah kanak-kanak tadika mengajar mengeja. Apatah lagi benda-benda lain yang kurang berfaedah.

Andai terdesak sangat untuk bercakap melalui telefon, jagalah suara anda terutama nisa' selari dengan tuntutan Al-Quran:

 "Wahai isteri2 nabi, kamu bukanlah seperti perempuan-perempuan lain jika kamu bertaqwa. Maka janganlah lemah lembutkan suara dalam berbicara, sehingga bangkit nafsu org yang ada penyakit dlm hatinya, tetapi ucapkanlah perkataan yg baik."
Takkanlah nak tunggu Allah menempelak kita dengan balaNya?

3. Tundukkan hati. Sepatutnya apabila kita berurusan dengan bukan muhrim kita perlu risaukan kemurkaanNya. Banyak-banyaklah berdoa semoga urusan dipermudahkan dan bebas daripada fitnah. Minta dariNya supaya dipelihara daripada panahan syaitan.

4. Tundukan pandangan. Jangan tertipu dgn matapelajaran kaedah berkomunikasi yang kita belajar "make eye contact with the person you're talking to". Melainkan dengan kaum sejenis. Teramatlah disarankan demi membina ukhwah yang kukuh. Berwaspada dengan konsep "dari mata turun ke hati". Tak bermakna tundukan pandangan sehingga jalan terlanggar tiang.

Mempercepatkan urusan. Apabila ada urusan, segerakanlah kerja. Tak perlulah sampai hendak berkongsi hal peribadi, luahan hati, gelak ketawa dan sebagainya yang tidak penting. Berbincanglah di tempat yang sesuai dan segerakan urusan. Jangan lupa peneman anda.


May we able to create "biah solehah" in the "redho" of Allah.

"Kongsi dan curahkan mesra, manja & dll dengan yang sepatutnya dan selayaknya sahaja."

A reminder, sure- fire to me and to all of us. 
Insya Allah.

Feb 6, 2011

Women, Beyond any other Treasures

I got a very sweet gift from Tika and Dib, my very dear naqibah:')


And I gave myself a gift either. Another book which I bought from the Islamic Expo went together with Hanim, Tika, and Alia two days ago..

I actually hardly read Malay- writing books before. The books and novel I'm most used with are in English.. To now hand- feeding both, I personally agree that there are certain things best and beautifully described in English, and there are certain things best read in Malay or Indonesian. And if you do deeper reading on the translation of Al Quran, you'll realize that Arabic seems to do best beyond other languages.. Subhanallah..

During our Usrah last night, Husna shared with us about how special women are in Islam..

"Wanita hiasan dunia"

True, but women are indeed more precious that any ornament, bijouterie, or any decorations on this face of earth.. We, women have a splendidly extraordinary position in Islam.. Allah makes us so special..

"Doa wanita itu lebih makbul daripada lelaki kerana sifat penyayang yang lebih kuat daripada lelaki. Ketika ditanya kepada Rasulullah SAW akan hal tersebut, jawab baginda ,: Ibu lebih penyayang daripada bapak dan doa orang yang penyayang tidak akan sia-sia."

"Wanita yang solehah itu lebih baik daripada 1,000 orang lelaki yang tidak soleh."
"Seorang wanita solehah adalah lebih baik daripada 70 orang wali."
"Seorang wanita solehah adalah lebih baik daripada 70 lelaki soleh."

"Perempuan apabila sembahyang lima waktu, puasa di bulan Ramadhan, memelihara kehormatannya serta kepada suaminya, masuklah dia dari pintu surga mana saja yang dikehendaki."

"Tiap perempuan yang menolong suaminya dalam urusan agama, maka Allah SWT memasukkan dia ke dalam syurga terlebih dahulu daripada suaminya (10,000 tahun)."

"Mana-mana wanita yang menunggu suaminya hingga 
 pulanglah ia, disapukan mukanya, dihamparkan duduknya atau menyediakan makan minumnya atau merenung ia pada suaminya atau memegang tangannya, memperelokkan hidangan padanya, memelihara anaknya atau memanfaatkan hartanya pada suaminya kerana mencari keredhaan Allah, maka disunatkan baginya akan tiap-tiap kalimah ucapannya, tiap-tiap langkahnya dan setiap renungannya pada suaminya sebagaimana memerdekakan seorang hamba.  Pada hari Qiamat kelak, Allah kurniakan Nur hingga tercengang wanita mukmin semuanya atas kurniaan rahmat itu. Tiada seorang pun yang sampai ke mertabat itu melainkan Nabi-nabi. " 

"Apabila seseorang perempuan mengandung janin dalam rahimnya, maka beristighfarlah para malaikat untuknya. Allah SWT mencatatkan baginya setiap hari dengan 1,000 kebajikan dan menghapuskan darinya 1,000 kejahatan."

"Apabila seseorang perempuan mulai sakit hendak bersalin, maka Allah SWT mencatatkan baginya pahala orang yang berjihad pada jalan Allah."

"Apabila seseorang perempuan melahirkan anak, keluarlah dia dari dosa-dosa seperti keadaan ibunya melahirkannya."

"Apabila telah lahir anak lalu disusui, maka bagi ibu itu setiap satu tegukan daripada susunya diberi satu kebajikan."

"Apabila semalaman seorang ibu tidak tidur dan memelihara anaknya yang sakit, maka Allah SWT memberinya pahala seperti memerdekakan 70 orang hamba dengan ikhlas untuk membela agama Allah SWT."

 It's indisputably indeed is, one of the luckiest thing ever in my life is to be blessedly created as a woman:')

There are more and more..
Mountain of gifts Allah showered us with..
Proof of His Great Generosity and Love.. 

It pretty much embarrassing to realize how more often than not, I've let myself being deceived by all this great love.. To get attached too much to love of human, too exaggeratedly having a flowery and lovey dovey feelings over what human provided whilst Allah non stop pouring His sweet and tender greatest love in every stage of a woman life and even already prepare gifts  for us await there in the hereafter..

O Allah..
For the love of Yours I desperately want..
And for the love of mine I devotedly dedicated as whole to You..
One with The Best, The Sweetest Romance ever..
The Almighty of Everything..

Feb 1, 2011

The Kind of Faith They Have

These many days are filled with news and stories from Egypt. I pray the most for the very best of safety for my friends there to go back home.. Go back to Malaysia, as soon as possible. Amin..
Besides the worries and apprehensions upon my friends, I can't stop adoring the great spirit of the Egyptians. How much they put for the revolution they indeed deserve to get.
There is a full video of raw footage of praying protesters being attacked on Mubarak's orders floating around. Touch me deep..

Remind me of The Great Battle of Badr.. When ill- equipped 313 muslims (plus a few horses and 70 camels) fights against well equipped 1000 men (plus 100 horses and 700 camels)..
Best wishes brave Egyptians!
 *Keep yourself updated on Al Jazeera.net*