tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24874232341758846432024-03-06T07:35:07.654+07:00Light of Taufeeqنور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.comBlogger16125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-81194483555186307632017-09-02T21:38:00.000+07:002017-09-02T21:40:10.735+07:00[3:186]<span style="background-color: #ccccdd; font-family: "verdana" , "arial"; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">I know I’m waiting</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Waiting for something</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Something to happen to me</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">But this waiting comes with</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Trials and challenges</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Nothing in life is free</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><b><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">I wish that somehow</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">You’d tell me out aloud</span></b><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;"><b>That on that day I’ll be ok</b></span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">But we’ll never know cause</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">That’s not the way it works</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Help me find my way</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">My Lord show me right from wrong</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Give me light make me strong</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">I know the road is long</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Make me strong</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><b><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Sometimes it just gets too much</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">I feel that I’ve lost touch</span></b><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><b><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">I know the road is long</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Make me strong</span></b><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">I know I’m waiting</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Yearning for something</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;"><b>Something known only to me</b></span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">This waiting comes with</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Trials and challenges</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;"><b>Life is one mystery</b></span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">I wish that somehow</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">You’d tell me out aloud</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;"><b>That on that day you’ll forgive me</b></span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">But we’ll never know cause</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">That’s not the way it works</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;"><b>I beg for your mercy</b></span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">My Lord show me right from wrong</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Give me light make me strong</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">I know the road is long</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Make me strong</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><b><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Sometimes it just gets too much</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">I feel that I’ve lost touch</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">I know the road is long</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: 13.4px; text-align: center;">Make me strong</span></b></span></span><br />
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نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-24563965594850129262015-11-11T02:45:00.000+07:002018-06-29T10:21:41.707+07:00Shut it down, bring it up.<br />
Ever you feel, like turning back the clock. But say, Allah really allow you to, and you can’t even decide to which part of your life that you wish you can go back to- there you go, you just can’t.<br />
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Allah.. It’s very tiring.<br />
Extremely tiring.<br />
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piqa penat.<br />
penat sangat..,<br />
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If i, myself can’t “make it”, really can’t make it, please Allah, please.. Please do it for me. Please plant “those” for me.<br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; caret-color: rgb(52, 40, 34); color: #342822;">Dari Abu Hurairah dia berkata; “Rasulullah SAW bersabda:</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; caret-color: rgb(52, 40, 34); color: #342822;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; caret-color: rgb(52, 40, 34); color: #342822;">Pada masing-masing memang terdapat kebaikan.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; caret-color: rgb(52, 40, 34); color: #342822;">Bersemangatlah melakukan hal yang bermanfaat untukmu dan meminta tolonglah pada Allah, serta janganlah engkau malas (</span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; caret-color: rgb(52, 40, 34); color: #342822;">menjadi orang yang lemah).</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; caret-color: rgb(52, 40, 34); color: #342822;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; caret-color: rgb(52, 40, 34); color: #342822;">Apabila kamu tertimpa suatu kemalangan, maka janganlah kamu mengatakan; ‘Seandainya tadi aku berbuat begini dan begitu, niscaya tidak akan menjadi begini dan begitu’. Tetapi katakanlah; ‘lni sudah takdir Allah dan apa yang dikehendaki-Nya pasti akan dilaksanakan-Nya.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; caret-color: rgb(52, 40, 34); color: #342822;">Dan jauhilah olehmu dari ucapan ‘Seandainya’ (kalau), karena sesungguhnya ungkapan ‘Seandainya’ (kalau) membuka peluang masuknya syaitan”</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; caret-color: rgb(52, 40, 34); color: #342822;">HR Muslim No: 4816) Status: Hadis Sahih</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #342822; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: white; caret-color: rgb(52, 40, 34);"><b>Go go taufiqah!</b></span></span></div>
نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-80421027421306403042014-12-29T09:35:00.000+07:002018-06-29T09:37:27.399+07:00Us. Really?<div style="text-align: justify;">
It doesn’t feel right.<br />
It’s not.<br />
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Be tough taufiqah. At least for Fateh.<br />
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Allah, help us. Please..<br />
And indeed, help me.</div>
نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-5796106991663350812013-11-21T01:04:00.001+07:002017-09-02T21:08:59.476+07:00"Putih"<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="color: #990000;"><i><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Dan bacakanlah (wahai Muhammad) di dalam kitab Al Quran ini perihal Maryam, ketika dia memencilkan diri dari keluarganya di sebuah tempat sebelah timur.</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #990000;"><i><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Kemudian Maryam membuat dinding untuk melindungi dirinya dari mereka maka Kami hantarkan kepadanya Ruh dari Kami lalu ia menyamar diri kepadanya sebagai seorang lelaki yang sempurna bentuk kejadiannya.</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #e06666;"><i><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #990000;">Maryam berkata: Sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepada (Allah) Ar Rahman daripadamu, kalaulah engkau seorang yang bertaqwa.</span> </span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">(Maryam, 19: 16- 18)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">Maryam, a girl known well, very well, not only to almost every soul in this <i>dunnya</i>, but far across the <i>arasy'</i>. A woman, so precious she is that a <i>surah</i> is named after her and her story is being told over and over again in many other <i>surah</i> in the <i>Quran</i>. A woman, so noble not only with that golden blood running in her veins, but also for the fact that she's positioned in the very same line among the woman promised for a an absolute secured guarantee for a place in <i>Jannah</i>, and indeed, a special place to Allah.</span></span></span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">So famous she is whilst ironically, for the truth- she's a woman most covered,</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">best well- kept secret ever.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">Such a clean girl. No dirt.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">Putih.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">***** </span></span></span></b></div>
<span style="color: #e06666;"><i><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span"><br /></span></span></span></i></span>
<span style="color: #e06666;"><i><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></i></span><span style="color: #e06666;"><i><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">"ketika dia memencilkan diri dari keluarganya"</span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">She was born from the fruits of hope, promise, and prayer beyond for the sake of the continuation of the <i>zurriyyat</i>- greater it is, for the sake of the <i>Deen</i>, for Allah. She was placed away, far, far away from the hectic and chaos of <i>dunnya</i> and she, herself was being honest with it. She pulled herself away from those either. There's no such thing that she had herself stood for rebel or anything as such upon what was being decided by her mother and by her uncle Nabi Zakaria. She was placed far, far from the superficial guardian of hers.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">What do we, the ladies do when we are away from our family? From our guardian? How do we behave? How do we dress ourselves as? How do we socialize?</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">Let Maryam teaches us..</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>"</i></span><i><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Maryam membuat dinding untuk melindungi dirinya dari mereka"</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">Literally, it was a place she hides in,<i> </i>giving her shades and protection. Nabi Zakaria built her a small house for her to live her life, for her to perform her <i>'ibadah</i>.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div" style="text-align: justify;"><span id="ayat_all_span">It's more than just those building we can vividly think of, really.. It's the wall, a barrier Maryam created on her own, to protect herself from "them". Talk about those that often drag us, the ladies from where we are supposed to stand still at; alluring fashionable clothes, dresses, jeweleries, high heels..</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #e06666;"><i><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">"maka Kami hantarkan
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">We should admit this, don't we? The guys we secretly admire of, guys we saw or met even for a few minutes but already have their faces and figures floating in our mind, guys that give us heavy hot blush and heart thump, guys we shout out loud for, guys we spend some or a lot of time with and of whom crowding our heart and soul, leaving only a little space for Allah to conquer our thoughts, our <i>'ibadah</i>, our life..</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">Guys who make ladies fall and even give everything with no solid and Allah- permitted reasons.. Guys who make ladies; the non <i>hijabis</i>, <i>hijabis</i>, and even <i>niqabis</i> to have their dignity and shame directly or indirectly melts away, blurring or even go against the principle of pure <i>ikhtilat</i>..</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">So Maryam, tell us more. More. What kind of building it is? What kind of wall you made to protect yourself?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span id="bacaan_div"><span id="ayat_all_span">She's aware of her condition. Being a woman, which is logically weaker than a man. She's alone in her place. No doubt she's in fear. Fear to what can possibly done by a man towards a woman. And defenitely it is- fear to Allah. She aware of her status- a <i>muslim</i> woman. She made her effort anyhow. Big effort- hiding and at that moment, taking not even a single step or try to approach the guy. Not opening even a little inch of opportunity for him to get her. None. As for that, she then surrendered. No, not to the guy. Not to that handsome, perfect guy in front of her. To Allah. And she have a strong faith to the Most Loving Allah.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">And she has faith to the guy too. To the pious, devoted guy- if that's who he is.</span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">There, Maryam does tell us a simple, basic criteria of<i> "seorang yang bertaqwa"</i>. No such nonsense of <i>aku mendambakan lelaki yang boleh menjadi imam</i> etc, etc, etc.. At times, we don't have to wish or seeking so much for the pious man where it's enough for us to be able to spot them. </span></div>
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It's the last day of my orientation for the clinical rotation.. Except for the 1st day, the rest of the other days are of which I've been having these gloomy feeling deep inside..</div>
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Feel like wearing a mask of a happy care- free face whilst having such a crying, shivering heart inside:'(<br />
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<i>Rasa nak bawa bekal, picnic dekat tepi air terjun........</i></div>
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Indeed, Allah knows how much I'm very grateful and happy for being selected to enter the 1st wave of Ko'as. I'm excited as much as how I'm all bubbled upon any wonderful thing can ever happen to me.. </div>
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<i>Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah..</i></div>
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<i>Rabbi yassir wala tuassir..</i></div>
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<b style="color: #e06666;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">In every second that the clock ticks.In every breath that I take.. In every detail of life that I have..</span></b></div>
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<b style="color: #e06666;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">You are the Best of Guardian.. With The Best of Care and Love..</span></b></div>
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<b style="color: #e06666;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">To You I serve my soul, my heart, my life to. </span></b></div>
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<b><i>Taufiqah takmo nangis dah. Taufiqah kuat. Kuat. Kuat. Kuat!</i></b><br />
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نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-49106743986166096082011-01-25T18:06:00.012+07:002012-11-11T21:33:18.717+07:00Stay With Me..<div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">
It had been a truly cold day today. Made me chilled inside out. My anxiety was at its highest peak for the Forensic paper to be sit this morning and for my first time of going out wearing long <i>hijab</i>..<br />
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I picked black for there's one friend who told me that's the color of Rasulullah wives' clothes. Perhaps it can be a good kick- start. I cut and sew it myself as nice as possible.. I'm not sure is the shape and size I made is the way how it should be or the other ways round.. Front's length reaches some few centimeters below my navel and back's length reaches around my waist. <i>Ni yang 1st.. Nanti yang lain2 lepas ni nak buat lagi bagus.. </i></div>
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To see me in the mirror, I felt myself melting. Felt like crying.. Palpitations.</div>
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Ruhi was the first to see me this morning.</div>
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Then to reach campus, the the first eyes I had mine to meet with were my very dear Hanim and Tika.. Their presences were what I needed a lot to sooth my trembling heart, their words and pamper were what I needed a lot to strengthen my weaken knees:') My hands were pretty cold and somewhat shivered so I held Tika's hand tightly. I felt like hugging them, but afraid that I'll shed my tears.. <i>Nak exam ni. Takmo emo2~</i></div>
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<i>Nasrul: Waahh. Pqa! Alhamdulillahhhh~</i></div>
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<i>Nazirul: *The typical him when he's amazed or blur or </i><i>apa2 yang sewaktu dengannya- mata besar, mulut nganga sikit*</i></div>
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I couldn't even raise my chin up and indeed couldn't directly see them in the eyes.. <i>Aiyok. Rasa macam baru kenal je pulak dengan diorang ni-_- </i></div>
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She wished me luck.. I told her what I felt and she told me how much she understands upon what I felt.. I believe she truly do. She'd been in my place, though in somewhat a different situation.. I have a truly huge respect to her on that.. Her smile and her words touched me deep and made me felt bolder. Thank you Mal:')</div>
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O Allah.. She'd been the remedy for an eye sore to me all this while.. The chamber of my comfortableness.. Person I can get myself as bubbly as possible.. A shoulder to cry on.. It's good to know I can be that way for her either.. She told me her wishes to also wear long <i>hijab</i>. She used to before, during her schoolhood.. <i>Wahh~ Sangat suka. Ada geng nanti^^</i></div>
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I have my own reasons of having myself to go for all this stuff.. Reasons beyond what I can share to anyone, even to <i>Emak</i>.. It may not be hard to others, but it somehow indeed is to me.. It was the 1st day of my struggle and I found lots of things which help making me believe that I've made a right decision:')</div>
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To get myself ready for class this morning, I found that it does a good help for me to keep a long healthy hair. I can make a simple ponytail without having to worry if it can be seen as the <i>hijab</i> is long enough to cover it. <i>Anak2, kalau sanggul rambut banyak2 sangat nanti rambut macam tak berapa sihat..</i><br />
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Then, Ruhi and me had our Zohor prayer together in <i>Super Sambal </i>for lunch<i>. </i>I performed my <i>solat</i> in what I was wearing..<i> Tak payah pakai telekung^^</i> Another jackpot that I used <i>"Stokin wudhuk"</i>, i.e it can be folded up without having had to be taken off..<br />
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To boot, it's a lot easier for me to do my <i>hijab</i> especially as only 1 brooch is needed. Previously, I need 4 brooches to pin my <i>hijab</i>~ I'm not the <i>"lilit sana lilit sini" </i>type of girl, nevertheless, I'm quite particular about looking presentable. <i>Selalunya memang sangat lame nak pakai tudung. Ish..</i><br />
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نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-48507097648776625782011-01-16T13:51:00.007+07:002012-11-11T20:34:30.991+07:00To feel Loved and Protected<div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">
Went for our usual weekend <i>Daurah</i> yesterday. More <i>akhwat Jakarta</i> with us and the juniors look as eager as babies to hand- feed almost everything. Same goes to me. <i>Tapi Piqa kan kakak, control sikit. Hee~</i></div>
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In the morning, my heart blooming to the fullest to see Ruz:') Ruz gave me a big hug and I hugged her tightly.<i> Rindu sangat dekat Ruz..</i> I have to excuse myself earlier for my thesis's experiment. Before I left, Dib told me there was a souvenir. The typical me, my heart jumping with great excitement. <i>Wee~ Ada hadiah</i>^^</div>
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They hugged me so close, kissed and Dayah handed me a truly sweet give, fruiting a feeling I hardly experience on other gifts I usually get..</div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Felt happy and touched. Deeply touched..</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Somewhat the same developing in me like months ago, whilst I were drowning pathetically in the mud where Tika and Ain texted me and they began with;</span></div>
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<i><span style="font-size: small;">"Piqa, Tika sayang sangat Piqa" </span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-size: small;">"Piqa, Ain sayang sangat Piqa"</span></i><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">But that time, I was also filled with embarrassment and regrets..</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">This time, <b><i>SEMANGAT</i>~</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"></span><i><span style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">O Allah.. I love them either. Very much. </span><span style="font-size: small;">Beyond what I can actually say or show.. Please pour them, pour us, the very blessed of Your Love ever<b>..</b></span></span></i></div>
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نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-57716618489925927422011-01-04T20:27:00.004+07:002012-11-11T19:31:41.971+07:00Gratitude to The One<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Well.. I was wondering around through loads of file in my lappy to get some idea for my Islamic Class assignment, then I found a video in my 2nd year folder: </span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">From Conception To Birth.</span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"> Feel quite fragile and dull at this moment, so I worked on this video that somehow, someway, I feel refreshed. Not that much, but it helps.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Sit back, relax, and here, a gift~</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Our <span style="font-style: italic;">Daurah</span> was held in Parangtritis which takes almost 1 hour from my home. Long distance trip on a bike is way more exhausting than that of a car. Howbeit, me, hitchhiking Celina had a little less of such than her. Huu.. Thank you Celina.. </span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic;">Lain kali akak bawa awak naik scooter akak pulak^^</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">The place was nice. And I always love the trip. Paddy field area is always a remedy for an eye sore:) I Felt very much welcomed by the <span style="font-style: italic;">Usrah</span> members even I was a new comer.. </span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">The </span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic;">Daurah</span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"> gave me a </span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">truly splendiferous warmth, I hardly could explain how much it really is and I believe my one night insomnia </span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">is merely a tiny single dust compared to the rest of other things I have.<br />
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To note, the road which is just 100m outside from our homestay had never failed being occupied by vehicles, and people crowding at the area to celebrate the new year brought noises which got worst when the fireworks were lighted up. They even sang so many songs which amazingly became a lullaby to me. <span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic;">Siap2 baring nak tidur pukul 10pm tapi sampai pukul 12.30am dapat dengar lagi orang dodoikan.. Ish Ishh..</span> </span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic;">Cobaan...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Well.. Our big topic is <i><b>SAYONARA JAHILIYAH</b></i>.. I learned and discovered lots of things.. Here I am, </span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">realizing how so little things I know and remember in my life.. To boot, there are so many things which make me hold on the ground stronger upon handling things which put a heavy loads on my shoulder, especially at these moments..</span><br />
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</span>Alhamdulillah.. Everything I have and I got are indeed awe-<wbr></wbr>inspiring</span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"> that my heart blooming in every second the clock ticks. I'm grateful of how Allah help me to have <span style="color: black; font-weight: bold;">such a beautiful ending of 2010 and beginning of 2011:')<br />
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نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-20451619116573695272010-12-31T14:36:00.015+07:002012-11-11T19:12:42.357+07:00Take My Hand^^<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Mochi is made from steamed glutinous rice pounded into sticky dough, stuffed with sweet fillings such as crushed nuts, and molded into ball shape. </span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic;"><b>Sedappp~</b></span><b><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic;"></span></b><br />
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"> After 4 months of struggling, my research finally shows good progress. To point things out, I'm amongst the earliest who managed to complete the research</span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"> proposal. Regrettably, I'm amongst the last who can really work on it smoothly.. We've tried lots of things; altering here and there on the procedures and materials, repeating the experiment so, so, so many times and today, the result of the specimen put a smile on me.<br />
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">He had been doing half of my experiment and being very, very patient with me all this while.</span> <span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic;">Terima kasih Doktor. </span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Allah rewards you best,</span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic;"> Insya Allah^^</span><br />
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نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-17956398290265337712010-12-20T09:30:00.001+07:002012-11-11T18:54:15.988+07:00Fresh Breath<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Trying to really get things refreshed.. One of those efforts is having a new layout, perhaps? Hee^^</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I'm glad I finally have the courage to perform Istikharah that day.. I'm glad my heart finally touched deep by the meaning of Ma'al Hijrah prayers for this 1432.. It had past about a fortnight and to date till today, I have and even bolder trust in my decision, in myself.. I can feel the calmness. Alhamdulillah.. Notwithstanding, I did have many nights of crying and self- pitying previously, I admit.. Withal, kena kuat semangat~ Takmo tersengaja manjakan atau melemahkan diri sendiri lagi Taufiqah~<br />
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Some deeds are just very much worth done within the first 10 days of Dhul Hijjah. Alhamdulillah:') Anyway, I have good material to be shared, welcome yourself to spend some time hand feeding about </span><span style="font-size: 100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;"></span></span><a href="http://www.islaam.com/Article.aspx?id=534"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">First Ten Days of Dhul Hijjah: Days of Virtue And Righteous Deeds</span></a></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">..</span><br />
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I should be embarrassed upon myself... Afraid to do things I should actually do, not only as a girl, but as a muslim.. All those apprehensions of being alone, or desperate and worrying what people may say yet may gossip about, and even wondering how much I would envy others had been making me forget that what reality is <span style="color: red; font-weight: bold;">LEAVING EVERYTHING TO ALLAH LEAVES NO DOUBT..</span></span> <span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Insya Allah. It unquestionable is for <span style="font-weight: bold;">HE is the Most Powerful, Most Knowing of EVERYTHING.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #ff6666; font-family: georgia; font-style: italic;">Wamakaru wamakarallah..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I thanked Kak Nani, Ain and Tika for their gentle talks and advices.. Yesterday when we talked again, I felt even stronger..</span> <span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">It makes me have more faith in me.</span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"> Make things even firmer.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Abah told me that he and Emak felt touched with my decision.. Bg Ngah was quite shocked, howbeit very, very glad.. I'm not yet belong to anyone; be it in legal, what more religiously. I'm bonded to Allah and absolutely my family, and soon when I'm married, my husband is then the one who has the right on me on top of my family.. Felt terrible of how much I've been letting myself being deceived by my own parents and family wish:'(</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I don't want to hurt anyone, and even myself anymore..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: georgia;">Semoga semuanya berlaku apa yang terbaik untuk kita bagi kita, dan apa yang terbaik untuk kita bagi Allah...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: georgia;">Amin...</span><br />
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نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-40170696249000089022010-12-07T22:43:00.003+07:002012-11-11T18:52:51.987+07:00Ma'al Hijrah<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I made vows.. most <span style="font-size: 85%;">*well.. surely not all*</span> are somewhat the same as the previous years..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Looking back through the years have passed, I felt sick.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Who have I become all this while.. what have I done..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Shame on me:'(</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Embarrassed.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Allah.. Tolong lah. Bagi KEKUATAN!</span><br />
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New Year. New Me. A better MUSLIM.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">INSYA ALLAH~!</span><br />
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"> Salam Ma'al Hijrah 1432..</span><br />
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نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-36483755667910076412010-05-14T17:35:00.047+07:002012-11-11T18:05:10.136+07:00A Medical student, a Chef^^<div style="font-family: trebuchet ms; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">"pqa, dah tak tulis blog ke?"</span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;">That's my mum, my very dear mum.. We can talk on the phone as long as an hour and more to talk about almost everything on this face of earth, or even as short as 5 minutes just for her to tell me what's she's cooking or what she's doing when her <span style="font-style: italic;">cucu2</span> are not around or yes, calling me to ask about my blog:)</span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;">I remembered being such a chatterbox telling her lots of stories during my childhood.. <span style="font-style: italic;">Mulut banyak, sampai cikgu nak staple</span>.. Huhu.. I've been to science boarding school since I was 13, till 17.. Then continue to stay outside for my A Level and now here.. Guess the only time I truly, deeply am entertaining Emak with my talks was during my childhood..</span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">April 26</span>:</span><span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;"> </span><span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;">I bought a scooter.. <span style="font-style: italic;">Finally</span>~ It's great to have another <span style="font-weight: bold;">BIG</span> thing bought totally by my own money.. Skip about the flight tickets or 2 years house payment or this and that expenses; this is the 2nd pride for me after my 7 million laptop<span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span>bought during the end of my 1st year.. </span><span style="color: #ff6666; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: black; font-style: italic;">Rasa bangga sikit dengan diri sendiri. Alhamdulillah:')</span><br />
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">To add for the good of it</span>,</span><span style="color: black;"> I don't have to walk back to forth of campus and home, can avoid from getting migraine or photo-sensitivity, and I can go to places without having had to pay much on the taxi or burdening others:)</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Nevertheless, bad thing</span> is: I am officially <i>"kekurangan duit"</i> (i.e I'm broke. Wuuu~)</span><span style="color: #66ff99; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><br />
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<span style="color: black;">I've been trying to do some "job".. Sounds funny.. But I truly actually highly determine over it.. <span style="font-weight: bold;">I sell kek batik and muffins</span> </span></span><span style="color: #66ff99; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 78%;"><span style="color: black;">*not really a muffin, i guess. with the shape which is actually for puddings, and the decorations which are actually for cupcakes..huhu*</span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;">A little to gratify, that day Lennad, Clem2, and Alia was talking about having a Kek Batik competition of which Lennad used my recipe for such^^</span><span style="color: #ff99ff; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: #ff6666;"><span style="color: black;">Well.. Been having terrible, hot fever. It comes with chilling and all I could remember is pain. pain. pain.. Allah bless me to have such a wonderful housemates, spending hours to look after me.. Massaging, wiping me up with wet towel, feeding me food, and even put on wudhuk for me.. A healthy me is truly a <span style="font-style: italic;">mangada- ngada</span> girl, I can't explain more how much more I become when I'm sick..... <span style="font-style: italic;">Terima kasih housemates yang disayangi</span> :')<br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: #ff6666;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-style: italic;">*Mungkin blog ni dah macam mak cik penjual kuih punya je.. Abaikan. Huhu*</span></span></span></span><br />
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</span></span></span></span>نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-66470808857481866692010-04-17T20:06:00.018+07:002012-11-11T17:59:50.429+07:00Cooking Class:)<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;">I made chocolate muffin last week.. Nothing oh- so- amazing about making muffin, it's just this is the 1st time I tried making it by <span style="font-weight: bold;">steaming</span>.. I altered the recipe making chocolate more dominant so the color was truly chocolate..<span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">Chocoliciousss</span>~ Making muffin (or cake) through baking will give a somewhat crispy texture outside, and soft inside.. While steaming will give an all- over soft texture.. I don't mind much, it still taste just nice. At least I don't have to lament much for not having an oven since 1st year:')</span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;">Quite a number of people asking for the recipe that I've been thinking to put the recipe here before. But hesitate as I believe many already know how to make it.. But then, I don't think there's anything wrong about this.. Many people put their recipe online, no matter how easy it is, no matter they are truly a chef or housewife, let be men or women.. Plus, I know many people who like to search recipes on the net.. May be mine can contribute to anyone out there:)</span><br />
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<li>Marie biscuits (around 300- 350g)</li>
<li>2 sachets of 3 in 1 milo (total around 60g)</li>
<li>1 cup of plain water (i usually make it half)<br />
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<li> half cup to 1 cup of cocoa powder<br />
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<li> 3/4 (three quarters) cup of sugar</li>
<li>half packet of butter/ margarine <span style="font-size: 78%;">*i usually use margarine. it's cheaper. don't worry, the taste will be just fine:)*</span><br />
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<li>eggs ( 1 or 2, any is okay)</li>
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<li><span style="font-size: 85%;">the measurement for cocoa powder, milo, and sugar are subjects to cha</span><span style="font-size: 85%;">nge. alter it depend to how u like the taste to be:)</span></li>
<li><span style="font-size: 85%;">some people like their cake to be little harder.. so can decrease the butt</span><span style="font-size: 85%;">er n the water, n also by chilling the cake longer:) or the other way round:)<br />
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<li><span style="font-size: 85%;">egg is actually not a compulsory. it's my extra, additional ing</span><span style="font-size: 85%;">redients:)</span></li>
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<li>break the marie biscuits into 3, 4, or 5.. put aside.. <span style="font-size: 78%;">*please.. not crushing them*</span></li>
<li>prepare the egg. stir them a bit, then put aside.. <span style="font-size: 78%;">*no need to stir "sampai kembang".. we are not making anything fluffy like real cake or what..*</span></li>
<li>put cocoa, milo, sugar, n water together into the pan.<br />
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<li>then turn on the fire <span style="font-size: 78%;">*moderate fire*</span>, stir the mixture till the sugar are all melt, n all mixed together..</li>
<li>then put the butter/ margarine, stir till all melting..</li>
<li>finally put the egg. stir for a minute, then turn off the fire.<span style="font-size: 78%;">*remember, u r not cooking the egg...*</span></li>
<li>now put all the biscuits into the pan, mix them together, make sure all the biscuits are covered with the chocolate..</li>
<li>then transfer them into the container.. press them well, then put into the refrigerator for 3 to 5 hours. u can take it out earlier, depend on the texture u want.. nak lembut sikit or keras sikit:)</li>
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<span style="color: #cc33cc; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 85%;">p/s: just to share, another additional ingredients can be <span style="font-weight: bold;">nestum, oat, or even nuts</span>.. that's the other story:)</span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;">Simple, right? Trust me, later when this is at ur fingertips, you'll love doing it again and again as despite it's easy to make, it really is YUMMY^^</span><br />
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<span style="color: #ffcccc; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black;">*I don't really do this often actually cuz the type of cocoa powder n biscuits marie I usually use are quite expensive.. at least, to me, they are expensive.. huhu*</span><br />
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</span>نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-19563183662527300972010-02-16T17:15:00.020+07:002012-11-11T17:29:55.063+07:00With Love<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;">I made a surprise for<span style="color: red; font-weight: bold;"> Emak's birthday</span>. It's so special especially as it's a long distance surprise I made=) During my homecoming to Malaysia that day, I prepared her birthday gifts and chocolate, wrapped them decently, and placed them nicely at a quite hidden place. I went back to Jogja on Feb 2, so waiting for Feb 9 to come was such a desperate moment... Hee^^</span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;">I called Mak a night before as my brother would take her for vacation to Cameron for her birthday the next day=)</span><br />
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<span style="color: red; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: black;">I told her nicely where she could hunt for her gifts.. From her voice, I believe Emak was so happy.. There was another gift after she had opened the 1st gift.. It was her favorite chocolate=) I've tried my best to hide it in the freezer. I've been worrying that anyone found it before this day came.Hehe.. Mak was so touched and appreciate it a lot.. Wish I can be at home at that moment, and have her hugs and kisses, as what I usually surely get.......</span><br />
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<span style="color: red; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">Happy Birthday Mak..<br />
Semoga panjang umur, hidup sihat dan senang, murah rezeki, dimudahkan semua urusan..<br />
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Pqa sayang Mak..</span></span><br />
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نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2487423234175884643.post-31096768074382387572009-10-06T07:08:00.015+07:002012-11-11T17:27:48.449+07:00There's a Zombie In My Room~<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;">3.1 block exam is going to be on this very Friday, October 9 2009...</span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;">Then, again and again.. I find it's hard to make a tremendously ethical decision on this....</span><br />
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<span style="color: red; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 85%; font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: black;">...luckily x reti main DOTA... otherwise.. tataw la...</span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: trebuchet ms;">Need to do a statistical inference on this <span style="font-weight: bold;">desire vs necessity</span> thingy.huu...</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: 130%;"><span style="color: #ff6666; font-family: verdana; font-weight: bold;">..STUDY STUDY..</span></span><br />
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نور توفيقة ادريسhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17351655518758340016noreply@blogger.com2