May 8, 2011

Emak Saya dan Saya

When I was 5, I wanted to be 9..
To join in the so- called cool friends playing outdoors..
When I was 9, I wanted to be 13..
To get in the so- called grown up secondary school..
When I was 13, I wanted to be 17..
To feel the tremendously famous sweet 17 life..
When I was 17, I wanted to be 24..
That's the age I planned to get married since I was kindergarten..

Now I'm 23..
I wish I can be younger..

To have Emak waking me up in the morning.. Asking me to perform my fajr prayer.. And even bathing me..
Preparing Nasi Lemak, karipap, or kuih Koci for breakfast..
Serving donut, cakes, or at least keropok for tea time..
Indulging us with finger- licking good lunch and dinner..
To have two types of mee goreng or nasi goreng: either satu pedas, satu kurang pedas.. Or satu ada seafood and belacan, satu tak ada seafood and belacan.. So much for having a dozen of kids with some of them having allergic on certain things.. And yes, fussy on certain things..

To have Emak telling me stories, and hear me talking like a chatterbox, non stop pouring things out..
To have Emak sewing our baju raya and even beautiful flowery and lacey pyjamas..
To have Emak teaching me how to cook this and that lauk, how to bake this and that cakes and kuih muih..
To have Emak making biskut raya and let me be the 2nd chef..

Too much to list all......

Mak.. Pqa sedih dulu2 pqa dapat baju "tak berapa cantik" sebab (kena) beralah dengan Kak Nun, Kak Nah, and even Baby and Darling.. Tapi pqa lagi sedih teringat previously, bila pqa dapat pilih sendiri baju, pqa tak pilih yang "proper".. Proper for a muslim girl.. Dah buat mak lagi sedih.. Pqa minta maaf sangat:'(

Mak.. Pqa sedih bila mak dan semua somehow push pqa on things.. Tapi pqa lagi sedih bila sedar pqa degil atas benda yang tak sepatutnya.. Dah buat mak lagi sedih.. Pqa minta maaf sangat:'(

Now I'm 23..
I wish I can be younger..
But I want time to move the way it indeed is should.. So I can continue improving myself and grabbing all the chances to please my dear Emak.. Make you happy.. Make you proud..

And for I want to be a mother too..
And do all those beautiful things you've done as one.
To be a wonderful mother- Like you.

Mak adalah emak yang paaaaaaling best di dunia~

Pqa sayang Mak..
Saaaaaaayang sangat2..

*Happy Mother's Day*
"Dan Kami perintahkan kepada manusia (berbuat baik) kepada dua orang ibu bapanya;ibunya telah mengandungnya dalam keadaan lemah yang bertambah- tambah, dan menyapihnya dalam dua tahun. BERSYUKURLAH KEPADAKU DAN KEPADA KEDUA ORANG IBU BAPAMU, HANYA KEPADAKULAH KEMBALIMU." (Al-Luqman, 14)

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