"Love ME, I will love you more"

My previous morning weekends would usually be "rest- at- home" and bed rest whilst usrah would be held either in the evening or at night.. But last weekend was different. It was wonderful.. Very much indeed..

We had a Daurah of which is different from others which I managed to make myself present.

First Daurah attended as a married lady.. First Daurah attended as a pregnant lady..
And there was a truly great Murabbi came over. A person who I can see creating a great assets as a caliph in this dunnya, making those to be a splendid preparation for akhirah.. An indeed marvelous da'ie. Subhanallah..

Went there by Friday, had a self- pause for shift in the hospital on Saturday morning to evening, I joined the team back by night till Sunday.. Perhaps it's because of the great Murabbi, perhaps it's because of the huge liqa' I made myself getting in the circle with; amongst Malaysian akhwat studying in Yogyakarta, Jakarta, Bandung, Surabaya, and Malang, perhaps it's because of the rejuvenating cold, hill weather we have there on top of the Kaliurang, or perhaps it's because of the truly lovely treatments and privilege I got for being a pregnant lady (Jazakillah akhwat semua:') Dah masak2, belikan makanan, tolong macam2..),

one reason for sure- it's because of the Great Love and Bless from Allah to provide all those asbab, enables me to keep strong through the Daurah. I still experience nausea, still vomit but not as much as usual, and have a clean 3 nights record of waking up in the middle of the night without vomiting. Alhamdulillah..

"If you mention Allah in a gathering, Allah will mention you in a gathering better than yours."

(sahih Muslim)

I wonder and really pray for Allah to mention about me and include the little caliph inside my womb either.. He/ she had always been there amongst the liqa' I have, even as small as only between two people like between his/ her Abi and Ummi..

Allah is jotting a beautiful, meaningful story for you my dear Mr/ Miss Caliph, insya Allah..

Amin Amin Allahumma Amin..

Well.. I have two new usrah now.. Got two new groups of akhwat I'll be spending much time for liqa' and many, many other things.. Got a new Ummi and becoming a new Ummi for another girls.. More and more people Allah allow me to create a strong, tight bonding with. Fillah. Insya Allah..

Will deliver a topic entitled "Cinta" to my anak2 usrah tonight.. Can't wait to explore their impression when they first heard the tittle.

Well..  What's the first thing flashing in your mind when it comes to "LOVE" or  "CINTA"?

Bantu aku Ya Allah, untuk menyentuh jiwa mereka,
sebagaimana telah Kau sentuh jiwaKu.. Amin..