Apr 22, 2011

Doctor for Doctor

Selsema, demam, batuk, sakit kepala..

Yesterday was a wonderful day to me, eventhough I was terribly sick.

Morning routine, operations time~ I got myself involved fully in 3 surgeries and being an observer in several others. 2 of those were pediatric cases; Hernia and Axillary tumor. My hands were pretty numb as I've been doing face- mask and bagging for both of the operations. A little exhausting. Nevertheless, we had new residents (senior doctors who's in practical to be a specialist) for surgery that day. Like usual, all of them are male doctors, but this time, more mature. They love teasing on things, but the good part is, they do teach me so so many things and talk a lot of which creating a less stressful condition..

On the evening, I went to the Emergency Unit and have the doctor there checked me up. I sat in front of the doctor, say nothing, looking at him dengan muka kesian..

"Fiqa, kenapa?"
"Tolong periksa.. Sakit.."

He laughed.
He smiled all the time he checked me up.
One of the surgery resident was also there. Quite embarrassed.
He called up my name, and all I could do was smile weakly and waved at him.
Rasa sangat lembik.. Malu.....

I had my throat being checked, my temperature, etc.. All the things I, myself did to other patients except that he could prescribed me medications of which I still can't as that's not my competencies yet..

At night, Nani asked me what do I want to eat for dinner, I couldn't name any. No appetite for anything. Adeline told me that I should eat anything I feel like eating, they'll try to get it. I simply said Pizza, of which it's actually pretty hard as we don't have transport to go around here and we are so new to this placeT_T Suddenly Joshlyn and Kak Wan Nab came and handed us strawberry juice and Pizza. Smoke Chicken BBQ~ Terima kasih Ya Allah~ Nani went back a while later, bringing back isotonic drink, chicken satay and fried mushroom. Semangat makan. Sedap. Orang belanja pulak tu.. Alhamdulillah:')

No operations on Friday. Besides consuming lots of drugs, I did have lots of sleep. Ish.. Did homework with Adeline and Bowo, and went to do pre operation visits by 2pm to 4.430pm. I didn't join the cito (on call for emergency operation) going on right now.. Went back to get myself refreshed. Will go to Emergency Unit after this.

I've just read one letter posted by a husband to a doctor about HO in Malaysia. It freaks and upsets me especially that I'm now sick..


It's not a new thing actually.. We are all well informed about it as I've been hearing the same thing since years, years, years ago.. Tsk.

Here, I don't sense things I've been hearing a lot in Malaysia, at least that's what I've been experiencing so far.. Alhamdulillah, the hospital I'm placed now is such a bless from Allah. The doctors, even the specialists are very nice. They guide and teach us things in ways I feel my self very much comfortable with. Even the nurses, with 25 years of experience are also truly wonderful and humble. Besides teaching me things (the experienced nurses also help the residents, and I never see them teaching them in such arrogant manner..), they even love to share me tips on gaining more weight and about marriage.. Ho Ho.


We doctors are human too, don't we? We do need "doctors" for ourselves, no matter in what aspect.. Setiap dari sifat Allah tu ada sikit (sikit sangat2) pada setiap hambanya.. Salah satu kan adalah sifat Allah yang Maha Penyembuh.. A tiny little part of that is within us, within you, within me. Respect, love, and try our best to understand each other..

Insya Allah..


20 comments:

alifzikri said...

teringat mula-mula belajar khuruj..org lama bayan, "bukan doktor yg bg sembuh, bagi sembuh adalah Allah, kalau doktor bg sembuh, doktor sendiri pun sakit tp tak sembuh".. hehehe.. yarhamkumullah..

Ibnu Mutalib said...

eh3 cik pqa.
baru brp mggu bertugas sbg DOkter Muda dah letih,hehe

takpe2, you've a long way to go.
just bersabar.
nilah dokter, apa nak buat.
kalau niat betul, InsyaAllah ada kemudahan.

bila demam boleh lak taste yg bukan2,pelik heh.
ok takpoa.
baru tahu ada pizza kat seberang sana

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Alif:

That day saya intubate this one patient, got problem at his tonsils. Supposedly will have difficulties to intubate (masukkan laryngoscopy and ET Tube to replace human natural oxygenation). Tapi Allah punya kuasa, senang je saya dapat buat..

Another patient, yesterday. Younger and her case is appendicitis. No airway problem. Tapi saya tak dapat intubate:( Kena doctor yang buat..

Semua di tangan Allah.. Semoga kita sebagai mediumnya selalu terpilih untuk jadi medium dan asbab yang baik. Amin Amin Allahumma amin..

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Izmer:

Saya suka part pergi operations. Almost 20 in a day. Saaangat variety. Internal, obsgyn, orthopedics, eyes, neuro, etc.. Excited bangun pagi for work.

Bile semua excitement tu dah habis, penat datang bertubi tubi.. Insya Allah, will slowly adapt to it..

Demam mulut pahit. Kena amam strong- taste food:P

Mesti lah sini ada pizza.. Aiyok Izmer.. Some part of this country even lagi maju dari Malaysia, just so you know:)

Norsha said...

salam piqa,
harap2 hari ni dh sembuh, kalau doktor sakit nanti patients lagi sakit, yer dak ?

Selamat bertugas doc, kerjaya yg mulia d sisi Allah dan di sisi manusia....

fuad ansari said...

they even love to share me tips on gaining more weight<-- pqa mengalami masalah kurang berat badan ke?? ok la tu.. kecik molek ye dok.. memandai je depa tu suruh gain weight.. (",)

saya rasa, doktor macam insan yg mempertaruhkan kesihatan diri sendiri demi untuk berusaha atas kesembuhan sakit orang lain.. (",)

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Kak Norsha:

Assalam.. Getting better, Alhamdulillah..
Syukran Kak. Amin. Amin. Amin..


Fuad:

Actually memang BMI saya underweight sikit.. Ni berusaha nak tambah 2,3kg.. But more often than not, I'm wearing Jubah and tudung labuh, so tak pelah. Nampak lah berisi sikit..

Yang paling rendah pengorbanan antara mukmin ialah "husnuzhon", yang paling tinggi adalah mendahulukan kebajikan mukmin yang lain lebih dari diri sendiri. Semoga kita semua dapat usaha berkorban untuk orang lain.
Amin:)

hana said...

get well so0n dear.

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Thank you:)

ALIAAZUAN said...

Salam.

Dktor berkaliber ni... Byk korban smpai dh sakit2.. Syafaakillah...., mudh2an cpt smbuh ye.

mhafiz_ydin said...

Banyak kali dengar, doktor kerja sangat teruk - "budaya kerja doktor tidak menyihatkan."

36jam tanpa henti.. kalahkan robot. Bateri pun leh kong tak sempat charge. huhu..

take it as tanggugjawab kepada masyarakat.. InsyaAllah, ganjaran yang besar di sisi Allah..

Tp nak tny, knape arr medical terminology bnyak guna latin?? susah untk orang awam nak faham. terpaksa rajin mengoogle bile baca article medic..

~PENCHENTA~ said...

:(

dah ok?

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Kak Aliaazuan:

Assalam..
Getting better, Alhamdulillah.
:')


Hafiz:

Memang most term either in Ancient Greek or Latin.. Can't be 100%ly certain on why it's such. Back to history, sebab perubatan berkembang pesat sangat in the era where these powers rule.. But back, back there, Islam yang lead actually.. Sampai semua buku translated in Arab. Orang semua belajar bahasa Arab. But we fell...

Together we become part of those yang menaikkan balik Islam, k.

Amin..

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Tya:

Aiyok. Takmo buat muka sedih.. Akak jadi lagi lembik bila orang kesian dekat akak..

Sekarang dah ok sikit. Alhamdulillah. Will slowly adapt to new energy and time consuming conditions. Go Go Go!

Tya doakan akak selalu k..

menusuk hati said...

biasalah tu..tengok aje dekat SGH ni..n..tak semua ok.HO takpe jangan MO

Anonymous said...

Salam a'alaik... Syafakillah~ Sabda Rasulullah"Dua nikmat yg sering manusia lupakan,masa lapang dan masa sihat".

xpe,sakit tu tanda Allah sayang tu..^^ jeles ni...

insya Allah,buat lah segala tugas itu dgn ikhlas kepadaNYA dan sentiasa perbetulkan niat.. Bittaufiq Wannajah..

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Menusuk hati:

Kalau esok2 tiba2 posting dekat sana, bila kena buli, tolong back up taw.


Anonymous:

Assalam.. Amin. Amin. Allahumma amin..
Insya Allah, usaha ikhlas. Ikhlas. Ikhlas.

Kuat. Kuat. Kuat.

Terima kasih banyak2:)

Anak Pendang Sekeluarga said...

slm,mashaAllah,doktor dan pesakit,
menarik,tapi kene pesan pd pesakit,usaha ,ikhtiAr semua dr Allah...

p/s:Salam ziarah,menarik artikel yang saudari tulis,saya menjemput saudariuntuk memberi komentar,cadangan untuk penambahbaikan atau pandangan terhadap artikel terbaru saya.Semoga jasa saudaridibalas oleh Allah SWT.Mana tahu kemungkinan kita berbeza pandangan,jesturu itu,di harapkan dapat berkongsi bersama.

Wafi said...

Hadis Aisyah r.a katanya:
Aku mendengar Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: Setiap orang Islam yang tercucuk duri atau lebih dari itu, dia akan dicatatkan satu darjat untuknya disebabkan musibah yang menimpanya itu dan dihapuskan daripadanya satu kesalahan disebabkan musibah tersebut.

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Anak Pendang Sekeluarga:

Assalam.. Insya Allah.. Sama2 manusia kita ingatkan dan selalu berpesan..


Wafi:
:')
May whatever Allah test me with is what is best for me to me, what is best for me to Him.
Amin..