Apr 12, 2011

A Caliph to A Caliph


Waking up as early as 3.30am, meeting Him, revising things, getting ready, take small breakfast, prepare some meal as my lunch in a tupperware, then make myself presents in the Anesthesiology department at 6.30am.. Went back home at 4pm..
At night, revising things, and sleep around 10pm..
And the cycle goes..

By this Thursday, besides the usual 6.30am to 4pm (certain days would be 2pm) schedule, there'll be On Callsss, i.e staying in my department by 2pm to 7am on my scheduled duty..

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I was quite upset to see Hanim went to our Liqa' yesterday with Alia and Ruhi.. I miss our usrah.. I especially miss Hanim, Tika, and adik2 usrah yang menyejukkan mata memandang.. Tika is also in the 1st wave, but she's in a different group, hence different department.. Being away from these two ladies I feel my heart and my soul are so much attached with is honestly harder than I ever thought it'll ever be:'( Ada hikmah Allah "pisahkan" Pqa dengan Hanim dan Tika.. I believe Hanim will do great in her remedial. Will definitely see her in the next 2 months, Insya Allah! Praying for the rest of my other housemates either.. Allahumma amin..

I was quite upset that I hardly can perform religious routine I usually do.. No more tahajjud the way I love to have.. I cry of pitying myself able not to present myself as whole to Him instead of the usual long story- telling and sobbing cry with Him.. I miss those moments.. I miss talking a lot to Him.. Telling Him all that I feel. All that I want to share. I always have stories to pour out to. Anything. Everything....
:'(

Wondering..
Is it true, 24 hours is enough for a day...?
Is being a doctor is wrong as I seem to able not to fully devote myself to Him...?

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There's a story about Caliph Umar bin Abdul Aziz, the great leader entitled as the 5th Khulafa' Ar Rasyidin which is famously known upon his righteousness.
Story about a responsible and time..

At that time, the caliph was just laying down to take a rest after the death ceremony of the former caliph, Sulaiman bin Malik. Just as he laid himself down, a 17 year- old young man approached him and asked,

"What are you going to do O Amirul Mukminin?"

"Allow me to take a nap. I'm extremely exhausted till there's almost no might left in me."

"Are you going to sleep before you actually return things you've taken by force from the owner, O Amirul Mukminin?"

"By the time of Zuhr, I'll return those things to the respected owners."

"Who give you a guarantee that you are still alive till the time past this Zuhr, O Amirul Mukminin?"


*The young man who gave such a rejoinder is Abdul Malik, the prince of Caliph Umar bin Abdul Aziz himself..
Like father like son.. Masya Allah..*

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A king to a human is actually his heart. A caliph. We are created by The Great Al Khaliq as two:
To perform ibadah to Him, and to be a caliph.

Each of us is a caliph with respected specialties, assets, and strength. Allah Maha Adil. Maha Pemurah. Maha Mengetahui. Maha Bijaksana. Segala galanya.. He knows best what characteristics and assets fit us most. He knows what we are able to take. He knows what we deserve to have.. He knows best what we should take and do..

Fortune from Allah can be istidraj, Nauzubillah.. One of the way to avoid this is to take care of the caliph within us.. Our heart.

"The believers are only those who, when Allah is mentioned, feel a fear in their hearts and when His Verses (this Qur'an) are recited unto them, they (i.e. the Verses) increase their Faith; and they put their trust in their Lord (Alone)."
(Al Anfal, 2.) 

My personal most favorite book. The best of book with the best of references. About anything, everything..

Look in the mirror, ask ourselves; we, the caliph on this face of earth:
 
"O Amirul Mukminin, how good have I use the time I have and do the responsible I should actually do?"

Let's try our best, try to the fullest to use what He blessedly pour us with.
Make those as asbab, as wasilah to make us worth created by Him.
Worth to live as what He selected as for.
Make any tests, gloominess, or difficulties lies within as a motivation to polish our assets.
To make He loves us more and more..

FILLAH! LILLAHITA'ALA!

GO GO GO!

16 comments:

Ibnu Mutalib said...

baru jadi doktor,belum jadi bini khalifah lagi kan,heh

alifzikri said...

pandai menulis bahasa inggeris.lawa tulisan..=)
tak kene dengan peribahasa umpama tulisan doktor..

fuad ansari said...

Pqa, kalau tgh on duty tgh2 malam.. Pqa cakap la kat kawan, "Tolong tengok-tengokkan patient kat sini sekejap ye.. saya nak kena cover patient kat bilik solat jap..Patient bernama iman sedang sakit".. (",)

Izmer:
Kalau isteri doktor dan sedang ON CALL.. maksudnya adalah.. sila ON telefon bimbit dan CALL food delivery service.. (",).

(maaf doktor..jgn amik hati.. gurau2 je tau..)

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Izmer:

Saya sendiri kena bentuk diri jadi khalifah yang bagus dulu. Untuk jadi isteri khalifah yang bagus, dan lahirkan khalifah2 yang bagus.
Allahumma amin..


Alif:

Lawa ke tu??
Thank you:)
(But to Allah any compliment goes to indeed)


Fuad:

Senyum "iman" dengar:')

z@i said...

salam..
yang, nk tnyer.. awk g hospital pakai niqab gk yer?

Ibnu Mutalib said...

Bukan semua doktor "tulisan doktor"

pqa kenal Dr Habsah Hasan USM. Program luar dia pakai niqab, kat dalam USM tak pakai. peraturan..

~haneem~ said...

smiling at my self to see those key-chain and labels ^^
semangat dear... go~go~ pqa..u can do it~~!! *sambil tepuk2 bahu*
pqa, femes nye i kat your blog ni *segannyee* ;)
thanx dear for always praying for me, supporting me.. Will do my best in this coming xam, wit Allah's will of course.
And believe me, dear.. i miss you dat day~ miss to see your face during liqa'.. see each other's face and senyum pnuh kasih syg ^^
Gonna miss you these few days..and our usrah Insya Allah happen to b on this Sunday.. hope u r already here by Sunday~

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Kak Zai:

Assalam..
Tak.. Unfortunately I can't wear it.. Tapi pqa istiqamah the way I able to do. Bila keluar hospital, terus pakai.. Dah mention in many posts before.. If I'm not mistaken so far, most (not 100%, still) hospitals all over the world tak bagi doctors pakai niqab while on duty.. Tak pe lah kak. Basically niqab tak wajib. And tujuan utama bukan sebab nak sorok muke semata mata. It's Lillahita'ala.. Lagi susah dapat pakai, lagi banyak nikmat. Insya Allah^^


Izmer:

Ramai2 kawan2 dengan sini tulisan jaaauh lagi cantik. Macam computer pun ada. Kalau awak tengok notes, awak ingat printed. Seriously:))

Thank you kenalkan the doctor:) Insya Allah ada rezeki dapat jumpa one day. Amin..

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Dearest Hanim:

Smiling at myself to read your comment:')

You ada bagi semangat, mestilah I semangat~ Dah la tadi dari I dengan moody n gloomy packing dengan nak menangis, jadi packing sambil riang ria^^

Many of my posts mention your name^^ With every name mentioned, prayers and best wishes come together.. In anything. Allahumma amin..

I'll be away till 24th.. Sobs. Miss you a lot. Lots.

:')

Anak Pendang Sekeluarga said...

Salam ziarah,menarik artikel yang di tulis.Saya menjemput saudari untuk memberikan pendapat,pandangan,komentar dan info tambahan di atas tulisan terbaru di blog saya berkaitan “Dakwaan makam Sahabat Nabi Saw ada di Malaysia”.Semoga Allah membalasi segala kebaikan saudari.Sekian,Terima Kasih.

aliaazuan said...

Salam.

InsyaAllah..
Mudah2an dpt title doktor masturat sikit hari lg..

selamat berusrah!

Wafi said...

benar, itulah buku terbaik, rujukan terbaik, lebih baik dari segala-galanya... kerana isinya datang dari khaliq kita.. Dia Maha Mengetahui... jadilahh apa pun di muka bumi ini selagi dapat taat perintah Allah SWT..

mhafiz_ydin said...

Wah.. jadual doktor yang busy..
Mudah-mudahan Allah bagi kekuatan.

Zikir Fatimah.. jangn lupa amal no..
Kekuatan hamba.. InsyaAllah..

Dalam keadaan busy, sibuk letih.. tapi still ingat pada Allah, buat amal, zikir, tahajud.. Allah bangga orang camni depan para malaikat.

Semangat2..

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Anak Pendang Sekeluarga:

Assalam.. Sekarang saya busy sikit.. But I will do so when I'm free, Insya Allah.. I love reading and hand- feeding information and knowledge, don't worry.. Syukran wa jazakallah:)


Kak Aliaazuan:

Assalam Kak.. Dah banyak usrah dan liqa' pqa tak dapat join.. Tapi so far dah almost 20 operations pqa ikut..

Tak pe lah.. "Usrah" dengan specialists, doctors, nurses, and patients dekat sini^^

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Hafiz:

Amin. Amin. Allahumma amin..
Mak pun pesan amal zikir fatimah.
Insya Allah..

Tahajjud tak mampu bangun lagi dalam seminggu ni. Tsk. Kena usaha lebih lawan penat!

Em! Kena semangat!

(Thank you so much..)

نور توفيقة ادريس said...

Wafi:

It indeed is:))

Insya Allah, may all of us tergolong dalam hamba yang taat padaNya, dicintaiNya, dan dilimpahi berkatNya.
Amin..

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